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  Deon Meyer is the bestselling crime writer in South Africa. This translation occasionally uses colloquial phrases from his original Afrikaans. A glossary of terms can be found at the end of this book.

  Also by Deon Meyer

  Dead Before Dying

  Dead at Daybreak

  Heart of the Hunter

  Devil’s Peak

  Blood Safari

  Thirteen Hours

  Trackers

  7 Days

  Cobra

  Icarus

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  First published in Great Britain in 2017 by Hodder & Stoughton

  An Hachette UK company

  Originally published in Afrikaans in 2016 as Koors by Human & Rousseau

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  Copyright © Deon Meyer 2017

  English translation copyright © K. L. Seegers 2017

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  All characters in this publication are fictitious and any resemblance

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  The initial mystery that attends each journey is: how did the traveller reach his starting point in the first place?

  — Louise Bogan

  Memories of mortification persist for decades . . .

  — Oliver Burkeman, Help

  Every autobiography is concerned with two characters, a Don Quixote, the Ego, and a Sancho Panza, the Self.

  — W.H. Auden

  Autobiography is usually honest but it is never truthful.

  — Robert A. Heinlein, Friday

  Down these mean streets a man must go who is not himself mean, who is neither tarnished nor afraid. The detective must be a complete man and a common man and yet an unusual man. He must be, to use a rather weathered phrase, a man of honour.

  — Raymond Chandler

  Contents

  Map

  Chapter 1

  The Year of the Dog

  Chapter 2

  Chapter 3

  Chapter 4

  Chapter 5

  Chapter 6

  Chapter 7

  Chapter 8

  Chapter 9

  Chapter 10

  Chapter 11

  Chapter 12

  Chapter 13

  Chapter 14

  Chapter 15

  Chapter 16

  Chapter 17

  Chapter 18

  Chapter 19

  Chapter 20

  Chapter 21

  Chapter 22

  Chapter 23

  Chapter 24

  Chapter 25

  Chapter 26

  Chapter 27

  Chapter 28

  Chapter 29

  Chapter 30

  Chapter 31

  Chapter 32

  Chapter 33

  The Year of the Crow

  Chapter 34

  Chapter 35

  Chapter 36

  Chapter 37

  Chapter 38

  Chapter 39

  Chapter 40

  Chapter 41

  Chapter 42

  Chapter 43

  Chapter 44

  The Year of the Jackal

  Chapter 45

  Chapter 46

  Chapter 47

  Chapter 48

  Chapter 49

  Chapter 50

  Chapter 51

  Chapter 52

  Chapter 53

  Chapter 54

  Chapter 55

  Chapter 56

  Chapter 57

  Chapter 58

  Chapter 59

  Chapter 60

  Chapter 61

  Chapter 62

  Chapter 63

  Chapter 64

  Chapter 65

  Chapter 66

  The Year of the Pig

  Chapter 67

  Chapter 68

  Chapter 69

  Chapter 70

  Chapter 71

  Chapter 72

  Chapter 73

  Chapter 74

  Chapter 75

  Chapter 76

  Chapter 77

  Chapter 78

  Chapter 79

  Chapter 80

  The Year of the Lion

  Chapter 81

  Chapter 82

  Chapter 83

  Chapter 84

  Chapter 85

  Chapter 86

  Chapter 87

  Chapter 88

  Chapter 89

  Chapter 90

  Chapter 91

  Chapter 92

  Chapter 93

  Chapter 94

  Chapter 95

  Chapter 96

  Chapter 97

  Chapter 98

  Chapter 99

  Chapter 100

  Chapter 101

  Chapter 102

  Chapter 103

  Chapter 104

  Chapter 105

  Chapter 106

  Chapter 107

  Chapter 108

  Chapter 109

  Chapter 110

  Chapter 111

  Chapter 112

  Chapter 113

  Chapter 114

  Chapter 115

  Chapter 116

  Chapter 117

  Chapter 118

  Chapter 119

  Chapter 120

  Acknowledgements

  Bibliography

  Glossary

  Chapter 1

  I want to tell you about my father’s murder.

  I want to tell you who killed him, and why. This is the story of my life. And the story of your life and your world too, as you will see.

  I have waited for a long time to write about this: I believe one needs wisdom and insight for such a task. I think one has first to get the anger – in fact, all the emotions – under control.

  I am forty-seven years old today. The age my father was when he died, in the Year of the Lion. Perhaps that offers enough distance from the events of the time, though I don’t know if I will ever develop the necessary wisdom and insight, but I worry that I will begin to forget many of the crucial events, experiences, people. I can’t postpone this any longer.

  So, here it is. My memoir, my murder story. And my exposé, so everyone will know the truth.

  The Year of the Dog

  Chapter 2

  20 March

  The moments we remember most clearly are those of fear, loss and humiliation.

  It was 20 March in the Year of the Dog. I was thirteen years old.

  The day passed just as the previous day had done, and the one before that, to the dull drone of the big Volvo FH12 diesel engine, and the muffled rumbling of sixteen wheels on the long, enclosed trailer behind it. Outside, a predictable, forgettable landscape slid by. I recall the artificial coolness of the air conditioner in the cab of the ‘horse’. The truck still had that fresh, new smell. A school textbook lay open on my lap, but my thoughts were wandering.
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br />   My father slowed the truck. I looked up, and out. I read the white lettering against the black background of the road sign: WELCOME TO KOFFIEFONTEIN!

  ‘Koffiefontein,’ I repeated out loud, charmed by the name and the image it evoked in my childlike imagination – a warm, aromatic fountain of simmering, dark coffee.

  We drove slowly into town. In the near dusk of the late afternoon it seemed ghostly, bereft of life, like all the others. Weeds on the pavements, lawns thickly overgrown behind their fences. On the horizon, far behind the squat buildings of the wide main street, lightning criss-crossed in spectacular displays on a backdrop of fantastical cloud formations. The entire western rim was blooded a strange, disturbing crimson.

  My father pointed. ‘Cu-mu-lo-nim-bus,’ he said, each syllable measured. ‘That’s what you call those clouds. It comes from the Latin. Cumulus means “pile”. And nimbus is “rain”. That’s what gives us thunderstorms.’

  ‘Cu-mu-lo-nim-bus.’ I had a go at the word.

  He nodded, deftly turned the big truck in at the filling station, and parked. He flipped the switch he had installed himself, to turn on the lights down the side of the long, enclosed trailer. Instantly the fuel pumps cast long shadows, like human figures. The engine off, we climbed down.

  We were so used to our surroundings being safe.

  The late summer heat beat up from the tarred forecourt, insect shrilling filled the air. And another sound, a deeper carpet of noise.

  ‘What’s that noise, Papa?’

  ‘Frogs. The Riet River is just over there.’

  We walked back along the side of the trailer. It was white, with three big green letters that looked as though they had been blown askew in a gale: RFA. They were spelled out on the back of the trailer – Road Freight Africa. We’d found it at a truck stop just outside Potchefstroom, with the Volvo horse attached, nearly brand new, full tank and all. Now we walked, father and son, side by side. His hair was long, blond and unkempt; mine was just as wild, but brown. I was thirteen, in that no-man’s-land between boy and teenager, and for the moment comfortable there.

  A bat swooped low over my head, through the pool of light.

  ‘How does a bat catch its prey?’ my father asked.

  ‘With echoes.’

  ‘What kind of animal is a bat?’

  ‘A mammal, not a bird.’

  He ruffled my hair affectionately. ‘Good.’

  I liked his approval.

  We began to go through the familiar ritual we had performed at least once a day for weeks on end now: my father carried the small Honda generator and electric pump to the fuel station’s refilling manhole covers in their colour-coded rows. Then he fetched the big adjustable spanner to lift up the black manhole cover. My job was to roll out the long garden hose. It was connected to the electric pump, and I had to push the other end into the mouth of the Volvo’s diesel tank, and hold it there.

  Refuelling in a world without electricity, or traffic.

  I played my part, and stood there feeling bored, reading the letters on the white wall of the fuel station. Myburgh Electric. Myburgh Tyres. I thought I must ask my father about that, because I knew that ‘burg’ meant ‘a fort’ – he’d explained that to me when we drove through places like Trompsburg and Reddersburg – but this was an unusual spelling, and not the name of this town.

  Suddenly the hum of insects ceased.

  Something drew my attention, behind my father, down the street. I called to him, in surprise at the unexpected sign of life, and a bit frightened by the furtive nature of the movement. My father hunkered down, pushing the pump pipe into the hole. He looked up at me, following the direction of my gaze, and saw the spectres in the deepening dusk.

  ‘Get inside,’ he shouted. He stood up, holding the heavy wrench, and ran towards the cab.

  I was frozen. The shame of it would eat at me for months, that inexplicable stupidity. I stood motionless, my eyes fixed on the shifting shadows as they coalesced into solid shapes.

  Dogs. Supple, quick.

  ‘Nico,’ my father shouted, with a terrible urgency. He stopped in his tracks, to try to fend the determined dogs away from his child.

  The desperation in my father’s voice sent a shockwave through my body, releasing my fear. And shooting the first dart of self-recrimination. I sobbed, and ran along the length of the trailer. Through the mist of tears I saw the first dog float into the pool of light, leap at my father’s throat, jaws agape, long sharp fangs bared. The big spanner swung, a fleeting shadow of that motion. I heard the dull thud as it hit the creature’s head, its curtailed yelp. At the step of the truck, I grabbed the silver railing, panic propelling me up into the cab. A dog lunged at me, as I dragged the door shut. The beast leapt up, high, almost to the open window, claws scrabbling on the metal door, yellow fangs gleaming in the light of the lorry. I screamed. The dog fell back. My father was down there. Five, six curs, creeping, crouching, circling him. And more darting into the pool of light, lean, relentless.

  After that, everything happened so fast, yet it was also as if time stood still. I remember the finest detail. The despair on my father’s face when the dogs cut him off from the truck, just three metres away. The whirring sound as he swung and swung the massive adjustable wrench. The electrically charged air, the smell of ozone, the stink of the dogs. They dodged backwards to evade the momentum of the deadly spanner, always too agile, just out of reach. But they stayed between him and the truck door, snarling, snapping.

  ‘Get the pistol, Nico. Shoot.’ Not an order. A terrified plea, as if in that moment my father saw his death and its consequences: his son, lone survivor, stranded, doomed.

  His face contorted in agony as a dog attacked him from behind, sinking its fangs deep into his shoulder. That shook me from my trance. I reached for the Beretta in the compartment on the wide instrument panel, struggling to press the safety catch off with my thumb, as my father had taught me, over and over. Another dog bit into his defending arm, and hung there. Now I had both hands on the weapon. Two fingers to pull the trigger’s first, stiff double action, the shot into the air, wildly, the blast deafening in the interior of the cab, so that my ears rang, all sound muted. Cordite stung my nostrils. The animals froze for a second. My father hit out with the wrench and the dog on his arm sank down. He took a step towards the door. The pack moved, and sprang. I aimed at the flank of one. Fired. The dog fell sideways. I fired again and again. The animals made high, barely audible yelps of pain, and the others began to drop back, for the first time.

  Now my father was at the door, he pulled it open, jumped in, a dog hanging on his leg as he lashed out at it. It fell. With blood on his arms, blood down his back, he shoved me off the passenger seat, and slammed the door shut.

  I saw my father’s face, the loathing, determination, fear, revulsion, rage. I felt him grab the pistol from my hands. He ejected the magazine, pushed in a fresh one. He held the pistol out of the window and fired again and again and again. Each shot was merely a dull report in my ringing ears, the cartridges scattered silently against the windscreen, the instrument panel, the steering wheel, and dropped to the floor beside me, everywhere. I looked up at my father’s tattered shirt, and the deep wounds in his back, the same crimson as the clouds.

  The pistol emptied, still Pa kept pulling the trigger. Smoke filled the cab.

  It was 20 March in the Year of the Dog.

  Eleven months after the Fever.

  My father slumped forward, with the pistol on his lap. He sat as still as death. I could not see if his eyes were closed.

  Gradually the sounds outside returned, washing over us in gentle waves.

  The frogs, the early evening crickets. Far in the west, the blood-red horizon dimmed to black, and still he sat.

  Someone sobbed quietly. It took a while for me to realise: it was me. I didn’t want to let this happen now, it felt inappropriate. Ungrateful, in a way. But I had no control over it; the sobs came harder, more urgently. At last my fath
er reacted, turned to me, put the pistol down on the dashboard, wrapped his arms around me. My whole body began to shake, my heart hammering in my ears. I smelled the blood and sweat on my father and I clung to him.

  My ear to his chest, I heard his heart beating incredibly fast.

  ‘There, there,’ he said. I didn’t hear the words, just felt the vibrations. There. There, there, there.

  He held me tighter, till gradually I calmed down.

  ‘You’re my hero, Nico,’ he said. ‘You did well, you hear?’

  At last I got the word out, the word that had stuck inside, for so long. ‘Mamma.’

  And when it reached my ears, the mortification burned through me.

  ‘Oh, God,’ said my father, and hugged me tighter. Then he turned off the lights down the side of the truck.

  My father’s name is Willem Storm.

  In the light of a hissing gas lamp I cleaned the wounds on his back. My hands trembled. The antiseptic must have burned like fire in the long red gashes in his skin, but he didn’t make a sound, didn’t say a word. It scared me, strengthened my fear that I had failed him.

  Later he opened two tins of Enterprise Spaghetti and Meatballs. We ate in silence. I stared at the blue and red tin, and wondered what was wrong with PORK. Because there was a yellow star on the tin, with fat red letters that said: NO PORK.

  ‘I didn’t think that would happen so fast,’ said my father at last.

  ‘What, Papa?’

  ‘The dogs,’ he said, and made a vague gesture with the spoon in his hand.

  And then he went silent again.

  Chapter 3

  21 March

  In the morning Pa dragged the dog carcasses to the back of the filling station, and set them on fire.

  We refuelled the lorry. Pa was quiet. Nothing felt right. The fear was like a shadow creeping along behind me.

  We drove off, without breakfast. Pa said, ‘We’re going to eat at a special place.’ He tried to make it sound like an occasion, but I was old enough to hear that his cheerfulness was forced. His wounds must have been very painful. ‘Okay, Pa,’ I said eagerly, as though I shared his excitement.